Tupac Shakur grew up around
nothing but self-delusion. His mother,
Alice Faye Williams, thought
she was a "revolutionary."
She called
herself "
Afeni Shakur" and associated with members of the ill-fated
Black Panther Party, a movement that wanted to feed school kids breakfast and earn civil rights for African Americans.
During her youth
she dropped out of high school, partied with
North Carolina gang members, then moved to
Brooklyn: After an affair with
one of
Malcolm X's bodyguards,
She became political. When the mostly
white United Federation of
Teachers went on strike in 1968, she crossed the picket
line and taught the children
herself. After this she joined a
New York chapter of the
Black Panther Party and
fell in with an organizer named Lumumba. She took to ranting about killing "the pigs" and overthrowing the government, which eventually led to her
arrest and that of twenty comrades for conspiring to
set off a
race war. Pregnant, she
made bail and told her husband, Lummuba, it wasn't his child. Behind his back she had been carrying on with
Legs (a small-
time associate of
Harlem drug
baron Nicky Barnes) and
Billy Garland (a member of the Party). Lumumba immediately divorced fer.
By the
time Tupac was
born on
June 16, 1971, Afeni had already defended
herself in
court and been acquitted on 156 counts. Living in the
Bronx,
she found steady work as a paralegal and tried to raise her son to respect the value of an education.
From childhood, everyone called him the "
Black Prince." For misbehaving, he had to
read an entire edition of
The New York Times. But
she had no
answer when he asked about his daddy. "
She just told me, 'I
Don't know who your daddy is.' It wasn't like she was a slut or nothin'. It was just some rough times."When he was two, his sister, Sekyiwa, was
born. This child's father, Mutulu, was a
Black Panther who, a few months before her birth, had been sentenced to sixty years for a fatal armored car robbery.
With Mutulu away, the family experienced
hard times. No
matter where they moved-the
Bronx,
Harlem, homeless shelters-
Tupac was distressed. "I
remember crying all the
time. My major thing
growing up was I couldn't fit in. Because I was from everywhere. I didn't have no buddies that I grew up with."
As
time passed, the issue of his father tormented him. He
felt "unmanly," he said. Then his
cousins started saying he had an effeminate
face. "I
Don't know. I
just didn't feel
hard. I could do all the things my mother could
give me, but
she couldn't give me
nothing else."
The loneliness began to wear on him. He retreated into writing
love songs and poetry. "I
remember I had a book like a diary. And in that book I said I was going to be
famous." He wanted to be an
actor. Acting was an
escape from his dismal life. He was good at it, eager to leave his crummy family behind. "The reason why I could get into acting was because it takes nothin' to get out of who I am and
go into somebody else."
His mother enrolled him in the 127th
Street Ensemble, a theater group in the impoverished
Harlem section of
Manhattan, where he landed his first role at age twelve, that of Travis in A
Raisin in
the Sun. "I
lay on a
couch and played sleep for the first scene. Then I woke up and I was the only person onstage. I can remeber thinking, "This is the
best shit in
the world!" That got me
real high. I was gettin' a secret: This is what my
cousins can't do."
In
Baltimore, at age fifteen, he
fell into rap; he started writing lyrics, walking with a swagger, and milking his background in
New York for all it was
worth.
People in small towns feared the
Big Apple's reputation; he called himself MC New
York and
made people think he was a tough
guy.
He enrolled in the illustrious Balitomore School for the Arts, where he studied acting and ballet with
white kids and finally
felt "in
touch" with himself. "Them white kids had things we never seen," he said. "That was the first
time I saw there was white
People who you could get
along with. Before that, I
just believed what everyone else said: They was devils. But I loved it. I loved going to school. It taught me a lot. I was starting to feel like I really wanted to be an artist.
By the
time he was twenty, Shakur had been arrested eight times, even serving eight months in prison after being convicted of sexual abuse. In addition, he was the subject of two wrongful-
Death lawsuits,
one involving a six-year-old boy who was killed after getting caught in
gang-
war crossfire between Shakur's
Gang and a rival group.
In the late eighties, Shakur teamed up with Humpty-Hump (a.k.a.
Eddie Humphrey, a.k.a.
Gregory "Shock-G" Jacobs) and other Oakland-based rappers to create
Digital Underground, a
band intent on massive bass beats and frenetic, Parliament-Funkadelic-style
rhythms. In 1990, the group released its debut and
best album,
Sex Packets, a pulsating
testament to the
boogie power of hip-hop, featuring two classic
tracks, "Humpty
Dance" and "Doowutchyalike." After an EP of re-mixes in 1991, D.U. released
Sons of the P and, the following year,
The Body-Hat Syndrome, all on Tommy Boy
Records.
In 1992, Shakur entered a most fruitful five-year period. He broke
free of D.U. and
made his
solo debut,
2Pacalypse Now, a gangsta rap document that put him in the
notorious, high-speed
lane to stardom. That same year he starred in
Juice, an acclaimed low-budget film about gangs which saw some
Hollywood success. In 1993, he recorded and released
Strictly 4 My N.I.G.G.A.Z., an album that
found Shakur
crossing over to the
pop charts. Unfortunately, he also found himself on
police blotters, when allegations of a violent attack on an off-duty police officer and sexual misconduct arose. The same year, Shakur played a single father and
Janet Jackson's love interest in the
John Singleton film
Poetic Justice.
In November of 1994, he was shot five times during a robbery in which thieves
made off with $40,000
worth of his jewelry. Shakur miraculously recovered from his injuries to produce his most impressive artistic accomplishments, including 1995's
Me Against the world, which sold two million copies, and the double-CD
All Eyez on Me, which sold nearly three million. As his career
arc began a steep
rise toward
fame and
fortune, Shakur was shot (most
say suspiciously) and killed after watching a
Mike Tyson fight with
Death Row
Records president
Marion "Suge" Knight. Though his
death was a
jolt to his fans and the
music community, Shakur himself often said that he expected he'd
die by the sword before he reached thirty.
Following his passing, Shakur's label released an album,
The Don Killuminati, under the pseudonym "
Makaveli." The cover depicted Shakur nailed to a cross under a
crown of thorns, with a
map of the country's major
gang areas superimposed on it. In January of 1997,
Gramercy pictures released
Gridlock'd, a film in which Shakur played the role of a drug addict to mostly good reviews. His final film,
gang Related, was released in 1997, and
Death Row is said to have several unreleased recordings in the vaults for potential
future release.