I had to see myself. If you spend too much time focusing on others you lose sight of yourself. I concentrated in what I had to do, not what anyone else was ...
Thank God I had family surrounding me that cared and wanted to make sure I didn't lose myself into a dark world through my grief. They made me realize life ...
... from hard hours in the gym or on the river and utterly lose myself in stories of Russian court society, or the battlefields of the Napoleonic wars. ...